The love of my life is making me a spaghetti lunch right before I go into work and find out that I’m going to be jobless. It puts a damper on the blow of it all when you have a good lookin’ counterpart whippin’ up some grub.
Also- when I hear the word grub it reminds me of The Lion King when they are eating bugs.
So… I’m doing awful in Microbiology AND Statistics. AWFUL. The thing is… I’m on a time schedule AND it looks bad in the nursing program if you retake classes. When I say I’m on a time schedule, I mean… this is my fourth year of college and I still have three years left. I’m only getting my bachelors. Do you see what I’m getting at? I’m slacking. I’m trying my absolute best. I really am. I’m trying to tell myself to calm down and take my time… that it’s okay if I don’t finish on time, that I shouldn’t put that added pressure on myself. Then I start to think… is it worth it? Is nursing even the right major for me? I want to be a photographer more than anything. But lets get real… I’ve put too much time and money into this nursing career that if I stopped now, it would be ridiculous. If I started my career in photography, I wouldn’t be making enough money right away to pay off my student loans. I worry about these things. daily. I should stop. ALSO- anatomy is going to kill me. I have to dissect a cat. I’m going to pass out. No joke.
Okay-When I talk to people and they are rude to me… I like to give them the benefit of the doubt like maybe they are having a terrible day and just flat out don’t feel like being nice to people. I don’t know. I like to be nice to people because you just DONT know if they’re having a bad day. You wouldn’t want to RUIN their day, so why not be polite?
No. I went to the grocery store and asked this woman a question. She didn’t smile at me. She gave me a judging look and spoke to me in a monotone “I don’t give a crap about you” tone. Well whatever. I like to believe that everyone has something in them that says “be a generally nice person day to day”. I get it if your mom just died or something. I get totally get that but if that’s not the case and you’re just being a grump then your life is going to be pretty miserable. Smile. Seriously it makes you feel so much better.
Basically my brownies turned out to be a big pile of mushy chocolate. I forgot the stinkin' egg. It's hilarious now though because of the many conversations Josh and I had about the egg WHILE mixing the brownies.
Josh:Does it call for flour?
Me:No Just an egg.
::Later when licking the bowl::
Me:Careful there's raw egg in there.
Josh:So, people eat raw eggs all of the time.
Me:It's not good for you. It has salmonella.
(At this point.. I'm licking this bowl like it's the last thing I'll ever eat)
Josh:Maybe you should stop, you're going to get sick.
I actually just moved to south bend, so technically I’m not living in Elkhart anymore but it’s still in the general area. I’m 21… as are you.. I believe. AND, yes, I was creepin on you, I just moved into an apartment as well. Fun.
I’m not getting the flu vaccine. I’m not. I haven’t any other year and I’ve been fine. I have heard too many things saying that it may give you the flu in rare cases. I’m just going to let nature take it’s course. If I get the flu, I get the flu. whatev.