Whew. It’s been a looong day. In Aerobics Jessie and I moved our weights up and my arms are suffering through a significant amount of pain. I’ve got some guns, I’m not even gonna life. I’m going to wear a dress tomorrow because I have the body for it and because I love to be girly. I know people are often like, “why do people dress up for school?” Want to know...
My positive self-esteem is unaffected by your self-loathing.
Today is a happy day. I finished my paper last night in like an hour, or an hour and a half. Turned it in, talked about abortion for a little bit and then went home! Drove passed Josh’s house a few times because I had to get to my brother’s car. When I got home, my mom had made lunch! :) Delicioussss. I’m still deciding on whether or not to go to Florida. I’m not...
Sending a serious text message to someone and waiting 12 hours for that someone to respond gut wrenching. Waiting is one of the most difficult things for me to do. GEESH. Aerobics soon. My instructor is going to kill me. I’m still recouping from Monday’s class!
I absolutely hate the feeling of missing the person you had. I’m not going through this at all right now. But the feeling of having someone, or maybe not “someone”, people in general. The feeling of being loved is great. However the feeling of losing someone is the worst feeling ever. It’s like your entire chest sinks in and you’re just missing a part of your lung...
Went to the Oyster Bar last night. It was fun. Strangely, I felt like I was in Ireland or something. Met some new people, and had an appletini. Listened to people talk about their lives. I could do that all day long, just listen to people talk about what they think or feel or about their past. It’s Sunday and I’m lazy and kind of grumpy. At least I’ll admit it. I guess...
He returned in the wee hours of the morning. I’m going to surprise him in him. He’s still sleepin’. I better hurry though! I have to work today.
I miss Josh A LOT! He’s in the Guadalupe Mountains with his friends and I haven’t been able to talk to him for a while. Except he called Monday night, so I got to talk to him for like two minutes or something. He’s my partner in crime, I just need him around.
If you run, make sure you’re running toward something and never away
I’m going shopping for the second day in a row. Spectacular.