I had my first class. World Culture. I was on the wait list so I wasn’t sure that I was actually in the class. Low and Behold… It was full. It was OVERFULL. So, I actually can’t be in that class this semester. After that class, I waited around for Josh to get out of his class then we went around to the iusb fair thing. I was bound and determined to get free chick fil-e and I DID IT. We walked around and got some free stuff for a little bit then I went to my Mico-biology lab. It was entertaining. I actually find it interesting to find amoebas in a microscope. I’m a dork. So…there was that. And that’s all! Day 1 down. Not so bad. :)
“Is there any place on Earth that smells better than a Laundromat? It’s like a rainy Sunday when you don’t have to get out from under your covers, or like lying back on the grass your father’s just mowed—comfort food for your nose.”— My Sister’s Keeper, by Jodi Picoult
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Before the age of… 16 I messed my relationship up pretty bad… several times. It’s great now. I mean, I’m almost 22 and I’ve luckily grown up quite a bit since then. I just wish I would have never hurt him like I did. I wish I could have realized that what I had was terrific and that I didn’t need to give into these guys who said they “loved me more than life” blah blah. It was never sexual. I just fell for them emotionally, and quite frankly that’s almost worse. I was just really dumb. Plain and Simple. I would take it all back if I could. I regret it all of the time.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Go to her. RIGHT AWAY. At that point, I’m sure the accident is way more important than ANYTHING we were arguing over. And if we really want to, we can pick that up when it’s clear that she is safe and unharmed and…after I tell her that I love her and that I’m sorry. :)
Drugs and Alcohol… okay. When it gets to the point where it’s hurting the people around you, it’s time to stop. When it becomes a way of life, it’s time to stop. I’m fine with drinking.. in COMPLETE moderation. PERSONALLY, I don’t drink to get drunk. I hardly drink anyway. I do on a rare occasions and when I do, it’s usually a drink. I don’t ever plan on getting drunk, but that’s just me. It’s just how it is. I have no desire to get drunk, I’d rather be the designated driver and not drink at all. I totally get that people like to drink to have fun. It’s fine if you have picked someone to drive you home, or if you’re getting a taxi, and you’re not doing it because you are an addict. And Drugs… They aren’t for me. I don’t approve of them but most of the people who do them, don’t need approval anyway. I DON’T THINK THESE PEOPLE ARE BAD PEOPLE. I have just chosen not to do them. I certainly don’t think drinking OR doing drugs is appropriate around children in any way. I don’t care if your kid is in the next room sleeping. I don’t think it’s right to be doing drugs in the next room over. It’s all a personal opinion. So no to drugs, and drinking is okay in moderation.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
I could go on and on about this but I’ll try to keep it light. I think religion is great when it people aren’t starting wars over it or letting it completely control their lives. I think it gives people a sense of hope and safety. I don’t like it when religions don’t let people dance, eat certain meats, listen to music, or those types of things. I’m really not very strong in my religion at all. Actually, I would hardly call it a religion. I would like to say that I believe in God but I don’t think I do for the right reasons. I like to believe because my mind can’t comprehend that when we die.. we just stop being. It is absolutely impossible for me to think that people’s souls are just completely gone so the only thing my mind can think of is… a heaven, or some other place that peoples’ souls go after death. I don’t think anyone religion is wrong or one religion is right. I think it’s great that everyone has different religions. All in all- I think we should live life for ourselves not because Jesus says so. The majority of people know right from wrong, they do nice things because nice things make them feel good. It’s instilled in us. If you give someone a gift, you feel good about yourself so you know to do it. No, I don’t think people need religion at all. People are completely fine without it, and it doesn’t make them a devil worshiper at all. To be quite honest, the bible sounds absolutely ridiculous but that’s why they call it faith. Again, I think religion can be a great thing when it’s not over the top.
I’m shaking and my breathing pattern is weird. I feel like I’m going to pass out, or like I have just woken up from being passed out. I feel light and heavy at the same time. My whole body is just flat out exhausted. I haven’t been drinking. I have eaten. It shouldn’t be hormones. I just don’t know what’s wrong. Maybe I’ll just lounge around the rest of the night. Hopefully I’ll be better by tomorrow. Tumblr will be my company.
So… I met this guy on the plane. He talked a lot. I was thinking “I might play the guessing name game with him” because he had that sort of face that probably had a common name. Well, in my mind I guessed Jason. He looked like a Jason. Later he pulled out his plane ticket and it said Jason RIGHT on it. MAN. I’m good.
You love who you love and no one can come along and say, “that’s wrong”. You should be able to marry who you want to marry. I don’t care WHAT the bible says. I’m totally straight and if someone came along and told me that I couldn’t marry someone, I would be livid! It should be allowed. Hands down. If it makes you uncomfortable, oh well. I’m sure lots of things make you uncomfortable, it’s life. If it’s against your religion, okay! Then don’t get married to someone of the same sex. We should be able to do what we want to do when it comes to love and marriage.
I’m not super skinny. I’m not fat. I’m average and quite frankly I’m fine with it. I thoroughly enjoy eating delicious food. I couldn’t give up eating food that I love to have the “perfect” skinny body. I like to be healthy but I like to feel full from eating pasta. It’s terrific and I’m NOT ashamed.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
I don’t think it actually changed my VIEWS on anything. But I’m going to say The Perks of Being a Wallflower. It didn’t actually change my views on a lot but it made me want to read a lot more. It opened me up to a whole world of reading that I had never touched on. Charlie from the book reminds me of myself in so many ways that it’s almost scary. His train of thought is the same as mine. Once I realized that I could actually feel myself in a book, I decided to start reading and I have a lot more. It’s a terrific world to be in.